The process of conscious development has been discussed to various degrees for a very long time. But, it is still held within very mystical terms.
Talk of the process is filled with misinformation because there may only be a small handful of people in the world who have actually experienced the process. So many teachers and gurus who proclaim to be all knowing with regards to such subjects often find themselves embroiled in controversy at some point.
Many gurus have been brought down over the years and one of the biggest reasons is sexual infidelity or sexual abuse of their students.
I suppose it is a natural thing for a student to develop feelings for a very strong teacher that go beyond the student/teacher boundaries. And, because they are the student, I suppose it maybe shouldn’t be expected that they can easily see beyond those feelings and rationally understand them and put them away.
But, for an enlightened guru, wouldn’t you expect more of them?
But, we find this almost everywhere these days and not just in spiritual circles. We see it in industry, politics, our medical establishment.
And there is one common theme. The undue control of the Shadow.
What is the Shadow?
The shadow is a collection of all the things within ourselves that are hidden from our conscious awareness. They tend to make us feel uncomfortable when they come up or are acted out, so we push them deep down in our awareness and rather than acknowledging and dealing with them, we hide them from ourselves.
These can be, anger, sex addiction, food addiction, mistrust, need for power over others etc. All of these attributes are looked down upon in the realms of society and so we are naturally led to feeling uncomfortable whenever we are forced to deal with them.
So we don’t.
We repress them. And because of this, these things become shadows. And, what is the nature of a shadow? It is something that follows us continuously.
These things not only follow us, but they become outwardly active in their own way because now they are apart of our fundamental subconcious mind.
If it is understood that the universe is, in many ways, a reflection of what exists in the deeper parts of our awareness, then can it not be understood that if we carry these hidden shadows…that the world will inevitably begin to confront us with them in our daily lives?
Repressed sexuality turns a man into a rapist. Repressed need to control turns someone into a sociopath. Repress anger becomes random flare ups that result in job losses or ruined relationships. The consequences are many.
And, what happens is, because these things are shadows and are by nature unseen by us consciously, they become cycles of continuously negative circumstances that we feel we have no control over.
By remaining hidden, the powers of the shadow to influence and control us become immense.
And, we, out of fear, continue on hopelessly, never looking at the deeper reasons for our shortcomings.
One of the most ironic things of all of this is that, what we consider traditional spiritual practices, do not actually help us to uncover the shadow. The fallen guru is a perfect example of this. These are people who are expert meditators and are considered to be enlightened by many.
But, they still become embroiled in controversy.
Meditation, on its own, really does a lot to develop the mind. But, it is an easy way to skip shadow work. Meditation is by its nature a very inactive practice, in that, it doesn’t bring us face to face with those inner demons.
Shadow work, has to be active. We have to be willing to go through our everyday experience and actively deal with these negative situations as they arise. This is the best way I have found to deal with those inner shadow aspects.
Meditation enhances the witness. But, once the witness is developed, those witnessing abilities need to be turned toward your outer existence.
An example that I can take from my own life is my shadow of repressed anger. For one reason or another, I have grown up with a strong tendency toward anger. And, for years, that anger would flare up at the slightest provocation and always got me into situations that would have been better avoided.
I began my spiritual practice at maybe the age of 18 or so and for years I was continuously plagued with the anger that was always right behind me. Even though I tried continuously to rid myself of it, it remained and I never understood why.
One day, after years of seeing this cycle repeated, I came to the realization that it was not the fault of anything external.
I was holding onto this anger with a vice grip. And, it would explode everytime I felt this anger come up. What I began doing was actively being with this anger in times that I would become angry. And rather than letting it explode onto the person who pushed my button, I would allow it to flow through me as energy and without reaction.
And, this lead to the transmutation of it.
All emotions are energy and can be used for a range of purposes. One of the most important things we can do is learn to actively be with whatever emotion it is that we are trying to repress so that we can actively seek to transmute our lower energies (anger, sexuality, control) into a higher framework.
We are in a time now, where the shadows are arising within each of us and it is time that we acknowledge them and be with them actively.
Allow the energy to come in and flow through you. Transmute these energies into energies of abundance of love and you will find that they no longer control you.
Realize that it is ok to be angry, it is ok to want sex, it is ok to want to control your world. Realize that these are all the effects of our having evolved through time.
Back then, we had to want sex so that we could procreate, we had a need to control our circumstances so that we could survive, this is what it was all about.
Now, it is time to acknowledge these base desires. These base desires represent our inner need to survive.
But, now its time to acknowledge our need to globally unite and thrive.
Peace, Love, Light!
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